it’s been hard without you. every time i look at my new messages i hope one is from you but it never is. it’s hard knowing that you lied about your friendship and you never cared about me. i gave you a choice and you chose to say goodbye forever. i knew you were going to say it but it numbed my heart reading your response. this past year of talking to you just made me realize that all this time you’ve been holding me down. now that you’re gone i feel a huge sense of relief. i finally feel like i can start my life again. i can’t wait to pursue my dreams, be successful, and find someone who loves me for better or for worse. i don’t regret dating you, i regret continuing to be your friend knowing that deep down inside your heart you truly didn’t care about me anymore.